It was written on a gloomy day when trials of self-existence and its unwelcomed gesture of truth started to display. The way my mind works is confusing. Have I ever imagined myself as my own, or am I still learning about my existence? Partially speaking, Do I exist? I am unaware of my speech. My actions are mine. A puppet who is writing just because a skill exists with no use or value. What is my value? My worth?My existence reason? Am I immortal or mortal? Are the speeches I speak really mine? If it is true, then why do I change with emotion and speak sometimes against my will? I am still searching for things that are or aren't concerned about mine.
It is shocking to know the soul I call mine was
never once mine
For the string to align with the desire it
wished I am just a mere puppet aligned
My skills, hobbies, and characters all remained
to remind
The existence of this mere soul has no control
from divine
The soul that wishes to break the chain free
Is still a part or a bit of the divine?
Though the thoughts, wish, and feelings I
consider were found to be never mine
The desire to hold the shackles and become a
leader was demised and shut my eyes becoming blind
When quantum physics enters the chat
I can mark my story within the prideful hat
And so, the believe in psychology and science
Has led to believe my existence as a lie
I still wait for the people and the right time
When someone can come and open the rising eye
Then can I enjoy the lemonade and lime
The beauty is also mysterious hidden within lie
Img: A girl with guitar attached at the back
Text: A poem about psychological confusions